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hehe amanda's survey [25 Jun 2005|06:43pm]
[ mood | hehe ]

:x: Time = 6:43PM
:x: Tattoos = none yet
:x: Piercings = left ear
:x: Height= 5'9 1/2
:x: Shoe size = 10 1/2, 11
:x: Hair color = dark brown almost black
:x: Eye color = shit color
:x: Siblings = a sister
:x: Status = single... haha jk amanda

:x: Movie you rented = the grudge
:x: Movie you last bought= the butterfly effect
:x: CD you bought/burned = sum 41 chuck
:x: Song you listened to = thunderstruck acdc
:x: T.V. show you've watched = 100 greatest rock bands
:x: thing you bought = dum dum sucker

:x: You wish you could live somewhere else? in amandas house
:x: Others find you attractive = not to be conceited but...
:x: You want more piercings = yea only a few
:x: You like cleaning = elno
:x: You like roller coasters = yea
:x: You write cursive or print = print i could write cursive if i tryed
:x: Long distance relationships work= mine does
:x: Teenage smoking = ok
:x: driving drunk = i agree, Not cool
:x: Ever cried over a girl = yes
:x: Ever cried over a boy = oh yea i am a guy and i cried over a guy, yea right
:x: Ever lied to someone. = yeah
:x: Ever been arrested = umm...i dont remember i was drunk jk

:x: Shampoo do you use = shit... no jk umm... pantene pro-v right now
:x: Shoes do you wear = emerica adio
:x: Are you scared of = ...i dont really know

:x: Of hearts I have broken?probably 2 or 3
:x: Of people I could trust with my life: 4
:x: Of scars on my body = like 5 or 6
:x: Of things in my past that I regret? nothing really

Do you think you are:
:x: Funny = yea
:x: Loveable = yea
:x: Caring = yea
:x: Dorky = when im with my friends

:x: 4 letter word: sexy
:x: Actor/Actress: adam sandler/drew barrymore
:x: Color(s): pink

Person who last:
:x: Slept in your bed: amanda... and me
:x: Yelled at you: amanda
:x: Sent you an email: amanda

Have you ever:
:x: Said "I love you"= yes
:x: Kept a secret from everyone. = yes
:x: Cried during a movie= no
:x: Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no
:x: Wished you were the opposite sex? yea so i could stare at myself in the mirror
:x: What time is it now?: 6:50
:x: Apples or bananas? bananas
:x: Walmart or target?: walmart

:x: Spring or Fall?: fall
:x: What are you gonna do after you finish this?: call amanda

:x: Noise you heard?: amandas trap
:x: Smell you sniffed?: amanda farted
:x: Time you went out of state?: when i went to florida last summer

:x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
:x: Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: 2 or 3
:x: Most important thing to you in a friendship is? time together and being able to talk

Other Info:
:x: Criminal record?: no
:x: Do you speak any other languages?: no
:x: Last book you read: casey at the bat
:x: Who you love: amanda
:x: How old do you look? 14 or 15... 16 naked
:x: How old do you act?: older, younger whichever i feel like
:x: Pets: 2 dogs
:x: What makes you happy?: amanda

Have You Ever:
:x: Thought you were going to die: yes
:x: Wanted to Run away: yea
:x: Flunked a grade: nah
:x: Ran away: no
:x: Skipped a grade: no
:x: Gotten drunk: no
:x: Been in jail: no
:x: Contacted the police: yea i prank called 'em like 40 times and they came to my house
:x: Smoked: yea
:x: Drank: yeah
:x: Been suspended: yup
:x: Stolen Anything: yea
:x: Cheated On A Test: yea
:x: Been In The Hospital: yea.
:x: Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
:x: Fell asleep in the bath: no
:x: Gone to Church: yes
:x: Never slept during the night: yep
:x: Been to camp: no
:x: Didn't wash your hair: yes
:x: Been in a earthquake: no
:x: Been in a tornado: yeah
:x: Screamed at someone: yes.
:x: Been attacked: yeah
:x: Stayed on the phone for over 3 hours: yes

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blah [09 Apr 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | sad ]

today has bee, well read amandas livejournal. it sucks. i miss amanda and she is all upset. i dont really know what to tell her, i try to say the right things... but... well. i love her so much, and i just want to be happy with her. it just doesnt happen like that, huh?

well, moving on. my dad has been busy all day. i'm home by myself now. no one is here. i did some chores for my nextdorr neighbor this morning and made 20 bucks. i guess i'll get a new board since i broke my other one sunday, because i made 30 bucks working this week. now i have 50 so... ahh... it's not that important right now. amanda is IMing me. i love you Amanda, sorry about today

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bored... [08 Apr 2005|06:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

hey everybody... i am just sitting here. just got through watching fresh prince. amanda had to go dye her hair. i wanted to talk to her but i like the fact that she is dying her hair, so... it is going to be burgundy purple or some color to that effect. i miss her alot. my dad picked up a hitchhiker the other day and he is helping him out alot. he was thumbing from york, south carolina to jacksonville, florida. ahh.. well i need to go. i guess i'll go wait for amanda to call.

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updating my lj [08 Apr 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | happy ]

ok... its been awhile. amanda got off groundation (i think that's a word) today. i am actually talking to her as we speak. i forgot my password on here so i had to get the lj people to email it to me. hehehe. me and amanda have been going out for 7 months and 5 days now, and.... i have to go call amanda. that is more important. hehe i love you sunshine...

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[01 Mar 2005|07:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i am bored just sitting here. there is really nothing to do. i am listening to my mom. :-) i am looking for something to do... 45 minutes until i get to call amanda. i just tried to email her microsoft word so she can type up her essay. i've had alot of fun these past few days at school. there's a new guy named heith and we had "showed him the ropes"... me anthony and cody. he thinks we just sit at home and think of stupid stuff to do the next day. we did a whole lot of dumb stuff on monday. we had a huge marker war in ms. edmonds room which almost landed me anthony cody and heith a detention. (what bad influences we are) he almost got detention on his first day! muahaha not even i am that good. but of course me and anthony initiated it. me and cody kept beating the crap out of anthony. it was hilarious. hmm... i am still deciding what to do for amanda. i cannot say what it is on here tho because she reads this... i can keep this to myself. it will be special i hope. well... here's a list of stuff i wish i could be doing right now.

  • talking to amanda
  • IMing amanda
  • watching a movie with amanda
  • skateboarding
  • playing in the rain
  • doing stupid stuff with anthony and cody
  • being with amanda
  • telling amanda how much i love her
  • anything that has to do with amanda
  • bombing afghanistan... (amanda that one was for you)

ok... well that was probably boring. amanda will get that last one! hehehe... she will probably laugh her butt off. well i am getting bored with this. going to think about amanda...

amanda i love you...

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.... [01 Mar 2005|05:20pm]
[ mood | creative ]

it's been a really long time. alot of stuff has happened. me and amanda are even closer. if you keep up with her LJ you will know anything and everything that goes on. if you havent recently... go there and read posts on the one that has 16 replies. it has a picture that says "Kaitlyn is a big weenie." haha... funny stuff... I miss amanda i know that. i called amanda twice but no one is there. well... i stole this survey from her because i am bored so here i go...:

What is your favorite..
gum:juicy fruit strappleberry                                     
restaurant: mcdonalds
drink: chocolate milk
season: fall
type of weather: stormy, rainy, windy
emotion: right now? ummm... bored, but with amanda: love
thing to do on a half day: call amanda
sport: picking up the phone to call amanda <---:-)
city: San Fran
store: hot topic, pacsun

When was the last time you..
cried: couple weeks ago
laughed: on the bus when this guy told me a really funny joke
hugged someone: umm... anthony at school today
kissed someone: not counting my mom... amanda sunday night
felt depressed: never
felt elated: sunday night, and amanda that means happy
felt overworked: friday
faked sick: this morning
lied: ...

What was the last..
word you said: rub
thing you ate: chicken and dumplings
song you listened to: boulevard at broken dreams... (i heard it at shcool)
thing you drank: root beer
place you went to: school
movie you saw: the man in the iron mask
movie you rented: i dunno
concert you attended: hah.. i never got to concerts.. 

Who was the last person you..
hugged: my mom
cried over: amanda
kissed: amanda
danced with: amanda
shared a secret with: amanda
had a sleepover with: amanda
called: amanda
were angry with: my mom
couldn't take your eyes off of: amanda
obsessed over: amanda

Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes with amanda
kissed someone: yes amanda
done drugs: ...
drank alcohol: yea
slept around: HECK Y... No!
had a movie marathon: what is that???
gone too far on a dare: oh yeah
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: nope my first one

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well... [14 Dec 2004|02:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

hi everyboidy!!! amanda got to come over sunday.... :-) best day ever... she spent the whole day over there. and we drank orange juice and we watched tv (not really it was on tho...) and we did other stuff... and stuff... which i cant say but yano what i can say??? I LOVE AMANDA DIANNE TUMLIN WITH ALL OF MY LITTLE 14 YEAR OLD HEART!!!


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hey everyone! [11 Dec 2004|01:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]

wow! its definitely</font> been awhile. i havent posted since like Nov. 19. people are starting to get mad at me. me and amanda are still happy together! yay!!! ^.^ that's great. i love her more than anything in the world... she is my baby. i havent seen her since last nite... but i mite get to see her today. she is supposed to be calling me right now... but i am on the internet.... that sux. i need to get off. i dont want madness. but i will finish this real quick since i havent posted in a while. well, me and amanda have been going out 3 months 1 week and 1 day as of today. o.O that is awesome. i have never loved anyone as much as i love her. and amanda, i know i dont always say it, or sometimes i cant really find the words, but i love you like a fat kid loves cake</font>... mor than anything. you will be mine forever.

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:-) [19 Nov 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | :-) ]

well, i have been grounded for exactly a week now. only a week left until my sweet beautiful angel will be lying in my arms. we are out of school all next week and i might slip a phone call or 3 to her... muahaha... i hope so. but if i get caught i will so be so dead. *screams* that would suck major ass-paragus... well, i love amanda with all of me, so i guess i can wait. if i didnt love amanda, then i probably wouldnt care, so... on with life until next friday. *pulls out Jimmy Neutron's time speeder upper* muahaha *pushes button* who... iammovingsofuckingfastohmygodthisisawesome!yearightonsonofabitch!!! *VZZZHHUUUEEMMMM* *SMASH* whoa! its friday!!! OMG this is awesome... not really. i wish... well i will talk to yall homiez later

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....ugh.... [16 Nov 2004|05:17pm]
[ mood | i miss my angel ]

i miss my beautiful angel... she is so great... and i cant talk to her... i love amanda so much...

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WHAT THE FUCK??? [13 Nov 2004|01:15pm]

OH SHIT!! I am so pissed. I got caught in my little plan with the detention thing, and my dad isnt going to cut my hair but oh fuck no! he says i cant talk to Amanda for 2 weeks! i dont know who the fuck he thinks he is but he aint fucking stopping me from seeing or fucking talking to amanda. Fuck him! i will run away from home before he stops me! He can go fuck a cow for all i give a fucking shit. Fuck him and his whole family! AMANDA I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I love amanda so much... i guess my fucking dumbass fucking son of a bitch dad doesnt realize that! ARGH SHIT!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! fuck him!

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[ mood | thinking ]

ok... i have detention 2marro... and my dad sed that since i have got into so much trouble already this year that if i get into trouble one more time in school... he cuts my hair off!!! AAAHHHH!!!! that is so not fucking fair. ok and i am trying to find a way around this detention shit.

1. dont go
2. make up a lie and say i didnt do anything
3. tell him i have to stay after and make up work
4. go and get my hair cut

okay so if i dont go... i get wrote up and then he finds out anyway. cross out number 1. make up a lie and say i didnt do anything... its possible. but then he might call her and ask. umm... no cross that one out. tell him i have to stay after and make up work? ahh... yes... that sounds good. except i will have to forge the detention slip. i can do that. if all else fails... i will do it. and go and get a hair cut? hell no!!! i am not getting my hair cut. fuck them fight the power! anarchy! ok... so that leaves me with #3. okay... detention ends at 4:30. i will tell him i have to saty after until 5:00 and i have to make up work. i will forge the slip with my mom's name (which i can do) and BA BAM!!! i am good... ok now if nothing goes wrong. yano what? it doesnt really matter. if i do get caught i will just get #4. the same thing as any of the other ones... so basically i am in deep shit. so whatever happens happens. i love amanda. :-) her grandma cut the cord to her computer tho and she hasnt been able to get on in like a week... :-( ::cries::

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omg!!! [10 Nov 2004|01:05pm]
[ mood | muahahahaha ]

oh my gosh!!! hahahahahmuahahah!!! you have got to check out these websites... on the first one i was literally crying. it is kinda mean but funny to read. just please, for me, dont do any of it.
1001 ways to torture a cat

this one is really funny too...
Things to do when bored

oh god this one is funny as hell-o-kitty...
Ways to annoy your neighbor

this one is alright but #10 is the funniest
How to be a pain in the ass

the first prank phone call is the only real funny one
Prank phone calls

this isnt funny really, but if someone is trying to kill your ass...
22 ways to kill a man with your hands

oh yeah this one is good
Ways to have fun

oh man if you have skipped all of these, and just thought they were dumb (except the first couple cuz they were funny as hell) you have got to read this one, it is so funny
How to fuck your school up

this one is probably 2nd best to the one b4 this one very very funny
How to piss off the lunch ladies

oh this is mean... dont do this but it is funny
A very mean thing

this whole f*ing page
No laughing matter

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ouch [10 Nov 2004|11:05am]
[ mood | pain ]


this morning i woke up with something called a crick. it was in my neck on the right side and it hurts so bad. i could barely move my head so i told my mom i was staying at home and tried to go work it out. it is 11:07 and it is still the same and it hurts just as much as it did this morning. i am supposed to stretch my neck in the opposite direction of the crick, and it doesnt really seem to help... amanda's at school... ::cries:: i miss amanda so much. i havent talked to her since last night, and i havent seen her in 2 days!!! OMG thats a long time. i will get to see her tonite i hope. if i can work this f*ing crick out of my neck b4 5:30. eek this sucks so bad. well, i guess i will go... eat lunch or something.

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life... [09 Nov 2004|06:16pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

well... its official. life sucks! right now everything is falling apart in people's lives around me, and not so much as mine, but it just sucks. amanda might be moving to spalding county because her stepdad keeps leaving her mom and her grandma wants to call children's services on them and her mom just got layed off of her job and they dont have any way of making money and all of this stuff and libba's life is hell; she is going thru a lot of stuff with her dad that is very long and hard to explain and then my parents might be getting a divorce and my mom is always yelling and fighting with every one... ahh... shit i have to go...

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exciting day [08 Nov 2004|06:54pm]
[ mood | amanda is so beautiful ]

... look at this picture!! haha very very funny.  she's pissed because she found cigarettes in his room and he has a list of people he'd like to kill and all kinds of shit... pipe bombs made easy! haha... okay well i am over that... well, today i had to go back to school for the first time in 5 days... ARGH!!! sucked really bad... i wore this other guys hoody. i put mines in my locker. it was a zipup and mine is a pullover so i like it better. it was an innes hoody (skateboarding) so it was pimped out. muahaha... i am going to steal it from him. today this kid wanted to get smart with me because i called him a poser. me and anthony walked out into the hallway and i saw this "poser" with some vans on and i looked at his shoes stood there for about 30 seconds looking from his shoes to his face (he is alright i guess i was just messing with him) and then i yelled poser and knocked all of his books out of his hands then he kicked me in the shin and i punched him in the head and kicked one of his books down the hallway. i guess he learned his lesson. :-( i feel bad that i did it now. i mean even tho that he is a poser, i shoulndt have told him. i should have beat the fuck out of him for kicking me, but... i am nice. damn me and my niceness... i am a sensitive person... oh well, amanda likes it ::growls under breath:: well, i also want to tell amanda that i love you so much... you are so beautiful... okay every one...

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ahh... satisfaction... [06 Nov 2004|03:05pm]
[ mood | big boner... ]

it is 3:06 pm saturday... amanda just left my house like 30 seconds ago... WAHH!! i miss her already. it is so lame when i am not around her. everyone says "dont find the person you can live with for the rest of your life, find the person you can't live without" well, i have found the person i know for sure i cant live without. i think i would kill myself if we broke up. amanda is having a lot of problems at home... it sucks really bad. she told me about them and everything and i just listen to what she has to say.

quote-"women like it when you listen to their problems"-unquote

Cody Scarborough

i love amanda so much... i mean i really do. more than anyone. she is the greatest person in my life and always will be. now she wants a baby!!! ok... :-D whatever floats her boat. we went to the Monticello Deer Festival today (aka - lame ass festival where people just crowd the streets and there is no fucking place to park) and it was the greatest b/c amanda was there with me... my brother has been trying to show me this thing called "javascript" where you like use alot of slashes and HEAD, BODY, MARGIN, and stuff like that. its hard but it is useful he says. i figured out how to change the color of my text using it. See i made it pink! and I changed the font! and I can make it pink and a different font and bold!!! and i can also insert links to another persons journal. like this, here is a link to amanda's journal: Amanda's Journal. well, that is basically it. i love amanda so much it is like butterflys all the time and when i think about her (which is pretty much all of the time) i get happy. i think it is called lovesick... but i am sick over amanda because i love her so much! fuck everyone except amanda!!! i cant wait until she comes back over again... today sanantha came with her and we had a really great time. sanantha and cody watched tom and jerry, and me and amanda watched each other. amanda is so beautiful... elizabeth is suposed to makeing me a cool icon or something with amamnda's picture. if you look at amanda's icon (pinkranger07) or look at elizabeths (xxcutmexx) they have cool icons... :-( i want mine to move... :-) oh well. i am probably going to get "mono"... i love you amanda... forever and always until the end of time and more than time itself, b/c in the end time will be nothing and we will be together forever and no matter what anyone says about anything, i will always love you... this is dumb by nirvana...
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb
or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy
my heart is broke
But I have some glue
help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around]
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And I have a hangover...
Have a hangover

Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun

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muahahaha [05 Nov 2004|01:46pm]
[ mood | sings...make a little blunt... ]

hey everyppl, my life as i know it is boring... just for today. i am imagining what could happen tonite. i am suposed to be going to amanda's, or maybe her come to my house. you know what that means... muahahahaha... *daydreams* i wonder if my dad will give me a ride. church wednesday = weird. pastor randy exploded, but if you keep up w/ amanda's journal you know that. he said "piss" twice!!! haha never thought i would hear a "youth pastor" say that. p.randy talked to amanda for a long time and it really looked like he was going to cry. :-( so... i really miss amanda. well, i think my parents are all happy again. no divorce any time soon i hope! elizabeth or amanda!!! hurry up and get home i am bored out of my fucking mind... see there... it has done drove me to say "the f word." amanda is such a sexy beast. ahh... 1:55 PM. this is lame... i didnt really want to start one of these but now that amanda and libba told me about it and they made me start it i kinda like it... it gives me something to do. now i just need a really cool icon. if you look at amanda's journal (her username is pinkranger07) and then mine you can see the striking similarities. amanda and sanantha called me from school on sanantha's cell a few minutes ago and i didnt get to the phone in time. my damn toe... so i called her back and amanda had already gone to class. *cries* waaahhh... ok i am over that. amanda is suposed to call me back any moment. but i am on the internet! eeeshh!! kuy! i need to get off. i need dsl...

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bored... [05 Nov 2004|11:25am]
[ mood | i am going to die... ]

its like 11:30 and i am bored out of my nuts... today is friday and i didnt have to go to school. i had that surgery yesterday... they stuck me with 4 needles that hurt like fuck... and then after about ten minutes they came in and "worked" on my toe... i couldnt feel it. well, the doctor wrapped it up and put a big smiley face on it. i guess that bastard thought i was still a little kid... amanda is at school, so is libba... i have no buddies to talk to. I love you amanda!!! i wish it was 4:00... so people would get home from school. this shit is getting on my nerves... i cant take this bandage off until tonite, and i got these strong strong pain pills called Acedimenaphine with Codine that make me feel all tingly... i think that is how you spell it. they are actually called Tylenol 3 with Codine but i just wanted to sound smart... that is the technical name. i found out how to edit my Journal today (make it look cool). it took me like 3 hours but i did it. i tried to make it look like amanda's but not completely alike. well... i am a/b to drop this and go dream about amanda... :-) i just heard one of amanda's favorite songs!!!

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...home... today... surgery... [04 Nov 2004|11:34am]
[ mood | blah ]

well... today is going to suck. i woke up a/b 30 min ago... and at 2:15 i have to go get sugery... for an ingrown toenail <--EEEHHH!!! yes... well i still have amanda. me amanda have been going out 2 months as of yesterday. :-D i love amanda. i miss her. i am hoping i will get to go over to her house saturday nite. kuy! that is great. well... i dont really like to write so...


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