My Journal (xmarshmallowsx) wrote,
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ahh... satisfaction...

it is 3:06 pm saturday... amanda just left my house like 30 seconds ago... WAHH!! i miss her already. it is so lame when i am not around her. everyone says "dont find the person you can live with for the rest of your life, find the person you can't live without" well, i have found the person i know for sure i cant live without. i think i would kill myself if we broke up. amanda is having a lot of problems at home... it sucks really bad. she told me about them and everything and i just listen to what she has to say.
quote-"women like it when you listen to their problems"-unquote

Cody Scarborough

i love amanda so much... i mean i really do. more than anyone. she is the greatest person in my life and always will be. now she wants a baby!!! ok... :-D whatever floats her boat. we went to the Monticello Deer Festival today (aka - lame ass festival where people just crowd the streets and there is no fucking place to park) and it was the greatest b/c amanda was there with me... my brother has been trying to show me this thing called "javascript" where you like use alot of slashes and HEAD, BODY, MARGIN, and stuff like that. its hard but it is useful he says. i figured out how to change the color of my text using it. See i made it pink! and I changed the font! and I can make it pink and a different font and bold!!! and i can also insert links to another persons journal. like this, here is a link to amanda's journal: Amanda's Journal. well, that is basically it. i love amanda so much it is like butterflys all the time and when i think about her (which is pretty much all of the time) i get happy. i think it is called lovesick... but i am sick over amanda because i love her so much! fuck everyone except amanda!!! i cant wait until she comes back over again... today sanantha came with her and we had a really great time. sanantha and cody watched tom and jerry, and me and amanda watched each other. amanda is so beautiful... elizabeth is suposed to makeing me a cool icon or something with amamnda's picture. if you look at amanda's icon (pinkranger07) or look at elizabeths (xxcutmexx) they have cool icons... :-( i want mine to move... :-) oh well. i am probably going to get "mono"... i love you amanda... forever and always until the end of time and more than time itself, b/c in the end time will be nothing and we will be together forever and no matter what anyone says about anything, i will always love you... this is dumb by nirvana...
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb
or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy
my heart is broke
But I have some glue
help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around]
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And I have a hangover...
Have a hangover

Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
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